Monday, January 14, 2008

The Tent of Life

I have been quite for a very long time. It is mainly because I have been busy with school, especially the end of last semester. Then for Christmas break, I went on a trip with my family so I didn't feel like blogging. Now I am back and school and ready to start by talking about my meeting with my bishop yesterday. Before this, I just want to say that I can already tell that this semester is going to be very interesting and that some big things are going to happen in a lot of peoples lives. It's time to get to my point now.

I went to talk to my bishop yesterday because he called me and wanted to have a chat with me to see how I am doing. He asked me the general questions about how life is going, how I am handling stress, how things are with my girlfriend, etc., etc., etc. Then he asked me about the things that I learned in my scripture reading over break. This question took me by surprise. I didn't do a good job at reading the scriptures over break and I think that he could tell. I did, however, have something to share with him. Something that really stood out to me one night as we were reading the scriptures together as a family. The scripture comes from Mosiah 2:6. It states...
And they pitched their tents round about the temple, every man having his tent with the door thereof towards the temple, that thereby they might remain in their tents and hear the words which king Benjamin should speak unto them.
If you notice, it says that their tent doors were turned towards the temple so that they could hear the words of the prophet. I interpreted this to mean that the people had their hearts and spirits opened to God and that they were willing to hear His words from prophets, teachers, the Spirit, parents, and whoever else was God sent. Then as long as they were facing the right direction so that they could hear, they would be on the right path or in hearing distance of the right path if they strayed. If they strayed a little bit, they would hear the words and return to the path because they were still facing the right way. My bishop agreed with me and asked me about those who had tents facing away.

I told him that those who are facing away are those who think that they are facing the right direction and who think are receiving revelation from God, but in reality they are not. They are believing what they want to believe and doing what they want to do. They are followers of the natural man and they are not hearing the word of God because their tent isn't opened to the right direction. He again agreed with me.

He asked me for examples of those whose tents were not facing the right direction in the scriptures. I couldn't think of any so we went through footnotes and cross-references. We eventually ended up in Genesis 13. This is when Lot and Abraham are fighting and Abraham doesn't want to fight with Lot anymore. Abraham decides to let Lot choose the land that he wants.
Then Lot chose him all the plain of Jordan; and Lot journeyed east: and they separated themselves the one from the other. Abraham dwelled in the land of Canaan, and Lot dwelled in the cities of the plain, and pitched his tent toward Sodom (Genesis 13:11-12).
Ironically, we end up at Sodom and Gomorrah. I don't know if this was saying something to me, but it sure struck me hard because that seems to be my greatest weakness here on earth. There were, however, other sins for which Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed, but you can't help to wonder how much the people being gay in both cities influenced the decision. This is not my point though. You notice that Lot faced his tent towards Sodom. He had his tent facing the wrong way. It was facing to a place of sin. As the story progresses, Abraham has to go and save Lot and his family because of the wickedness of Sodom and Gomorrah. Lot doesn't think that the people there are very wicked. Lot could no longer see the wickedness, because he wasn't hearing the Lord anymore. He was listening to his natural man. He was to far away from the path and facing the wrong direction. Abraham helped correct him. As we know, Lot's wife wasn't corrected and she was destroyed because she looked back to a past life that was wrong. The bishop agreed with me on all of the points I said.

What does this entail for us? It means that we have to be constantly adjusting our tents, spirits, lives, or whatever else you want to call them towards God because He is the one who will show us the way and He is the one who will help us live the best life that we can. If we do this, we will be blessed and we will find true happiness in life. We will find that God's path is much greater than the natural man's. I believe that if we are like the people of king Benjamin who turned their tents towards the temple, then we will be like them and know the truth with surety.
And they cried with one voice, saying: yea, we believe all the words which thou hast spoken unto us; and also, we know of their surety and truth, because of the Spirit of the Lord Omnipotent, which has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we have no more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually (Mosiah 5:2).

Thursday, November 22, 2007

The Spirit

I finally have the time to actually write a post! I am sorry that I came onto the scene so abruptly and then kind of fizzled off (school took over my life). I have now made my journey home for Thanksgiving and I figured that it's time to post.

About two weeks ago, I visited with my bishop, he is such a wonderful man. He has known that I deal with SSA for almost a year now. It has been a really good experience for me because he is always there when I am struggling and he always knows the right things to say when I am discouraged, sad, lonely, depressed, etc., etc., etc. He's great and I love having him know about my struggles with SSA! My advice is that if you feel comfortable talking to your bishop, you should because he provides so much wisdom, knowledge, and help (Calvin has recently had a good experience with his bishop).

In my last meeting with my bishop, it was my monthly check-up. He called me in because he wanted to see how I was doing, to see if I was making any progress with dating this one beautiful girl (I am!), and to provide me with some counsel he felt impressed to tell me. We talked about the first two topics and then we dove into the counsel. We entered the scriptures and we started talking about the Spirit. We then had a discussion about how it can be a powerful tool of help and how it can guide you out of your toughest trials/situations. We then dove back into the scriptures and looked at the ways you can know for a surety that you have the Spirit. Together, we formulated this list:

1. You feel happy, calm, and clear minded
2. You feel generous
3. Nobody can offend you
4. You wouldn't mind everyone seeing what you are doing
5. You are eager to be with people and you want to make them happy
6. You are glad when other succeed
7. You are glad to attend your meetings and participate in church activities
8. You feel like praying
9. You wish that you could keep all of the Lord's commandments
10. You feel in control (My bishop added what he thought in control meant) - You don't overeat or sleep too much, you don't feel uncontrollably drawn to sensational entertainment, you don't lose your temper, and you don't feel uncontrollable passions or desires
11. You think about the Savior often and lovingly and you want to know him better
12. You feel confident and you are glad to be alive

I think that this is a great list of knowing when you have the Spirit and that it's inspired from God. I hope that you all enjoy it, that you agree with it, and that you'll use it to help guide your life. Remember that the Spirit is a powerful tool for help and guidance, but that you have to be worthy to partake of it's blessings. Please try to be worthy of it because I know that it has helped me in many situations that could have been potentially dangerous for me.

Monday, November 12, 2007

A Silence Broken

We are members of the LDS Church dealing with SSA and we are living a happy life in the church. We have been silent for far too long and it is now time for us to speak our voices. There is good in the church and we want to share the goodness with you.

Will our voices break the silence of others? We sure hope so...

-Abinadi